last article...

idk wt to say... i still love you, bt its too hard fr u...

some reason hitting rock bottom ws easier thn i thought

Shivers were running down my spine the moment you caught my eye. But it was nothing compared to the feeling when you said 'Goodbye'
You know you've hit rock bottom
When you're mumbling the words to all his favorite songs
Untill the neighbors can hear your drunken slurs
You know the end is creeping up when all
That you can feel were the faint remnants of touching him
&nd wishing they were real.


You know you've hit rock bottom
When you constantly refuse to take down
All the photographs from
The times that he was with you.

You know the end is nigh
When you repeatedly deny
The fact that he is
In the earth and you
Never got to say
'Goodbye'
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# Posté le vendredi 03 octobre 2008 11:38

Modifié le jeudi 09 octobre 2008 13:55

sorry

sorry
How?**







How could I...?**






How could I live without you?**
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# Posté le lundi 29 septembre 2008 14:11

boring..... this is how bored i am =P

1.Where did you kiss the last person you kissed? Lips

2 .What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? got to a goal thinking bout 1 person.. showed hw much i need him :/

3. How many TRUE best friends do you have? i'd say probs 4

4.Would you rather get up early or sleep in? SLEEP IN

5.Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? black, not mine..

6. What are you excited about right now? nothing relli

7. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? Truth hurts, bt its better to nt live a lie

8. What's on your bedroom floor right now? clothes, books, bags nd a carpet

9. Who's the last person you got into a argument with? a friend..

10. Do you trust people? depends who..

11. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move? no where.. i need an enviroment i no

12. Your favorite number? 7

13. Could you go a day without eating? Yeah.. easy, do it almst evry saturday =p

14. How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl? not as much as personality..

15. Do you like anybody right now? hell yea!!!

16. When was the last time you had your hair cut? 2 months ago i think...

17. Would you rather be mad or sad? Mad, at last i can do sumthing with it

18. Does it take a lot to make you cry? relationship problems.... so what ever that is

19. Whats the best feeling in the world? happiness is always nice

20.Are you close with your mom? skipping...

21. Are your parents strict? nt tht much

22. Do you tell your parents everything? they wish =P

23. Name some fears you have: Dramatic Change.. loosing people i care bout..

24. Does the thought of marriage scare you? No not really...

25. How many kids do you want? 2-3

26. What's your favorite season? spring x)

27. What's your favorite color to wear? brown is nice

28. Who was the last person in your bedroom? apart from me... Michiel i think

29. What are you doing today? facebook, downloading music, msn, skyblog, horseriding.. the usual saturday

30. Do you get bored easily? Ummm yah.. then i get amused easly..

31. What's something that someone can do that really bothers you? pretend they care when they don't...

32. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger? Yess..

33. Do you wish you were famous? nt relli,

34. Do you make a wish at 11:11? Uhhh no, didnt evn no u cud XD

35. When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more? sunbath.. gets too hot, swim.. basic

36. Who's the last text message you received from and what did it say? From Michiel.. saying gdnite

37. What are you freakishly obsessed with? a few things =$

38. What's your favorite song at the moment? you were my everything, Aviation

39.Can music affect your mood? YES, always does

40. When will you hang out with the person you last kissed next? im not sure.. hopefully soon...

41. Are you in a good mood?dpends wat u mean by good

42. Be honest, do you like people in general? depends on the way they act around different ppl.. nrmly yea, shud b k

43. What color are the walls in your bedroom? light blue

44. Wanting to tell someone something? kinda :$ bt i no i cnt...

45. Last restaurant you went to? dno wat it ws called, pitta place in louvain...

46. What is the weather like today? sunny bt effing cold...

47. What happened yesterday? had a nice day starting frm bout 2h30

48. How many hours did you sleep last night? surprising amount of 10h45

49. Have you cried today? Nope :)

50. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? idk, i think/hpe so...

51. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call, but never do? annoyed.. no, sad/dissapointed yea

# Posté le samedi 20 septembre 2008 17:44

Welcome...

Welcome...
Welcome to my shittest day so far =/
started as soon as i got up... felt guilt and another feeling i can't explain as i wonderd wat the week/day ws gnna b like... fr sum reason this week has been relli relli hard, relli cn't wait till friday,day of peace...
walking my dog, listening to my ipod, all the sad emotional songs were playing making evrything evn mre worse... in class i didn't have enough to distract me ovr rethinking everything i've done.. atm, hvn't got any regrets... i get home nd put ma music on as loud as possible to block out any thought, didn't work...missing u so much really didnt help.. now all i can do is listen to emotional music and wait fr this day to pass... may nt seem so bad, but honestly, hvnt had such a bad day in a year and a half =/

# Posté le mardi 16 septembre 2008 12:55

never say it!!!

1:Michiel...
2: he knows it
3: hvnt forgotten the first time he sed them <3
4: he dsn't relli need to no tht
5: yup, doesn't bother me at all
6: yea.. relli emotional
7: i can't help tht, its an automatic reaction
8: yup, nd realise hw much i miss him
9: idk bout tht, cud say yea..
10: when we cn...
11: why do'u think i keep them all?
12: so true


the perfect crime.. the perfect feeling..
maybe this time i won't have to let go..
head hasn't needed to say fool forget him...

frm my crush, fr ma bf
don't say i have the courage to hurt u.. cos hurting u hurts me even more!
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# Posté le dimanche 14 septembre 2008 15:56

Modifié le dimanche 14 septembre 2008 16:18